Author: MARIKO (sacchan's sister xD)
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A/N: Mariko does not have an LJ account, and besides, we are supposed to share one. XD HEHH. So, expect to see fics by myself (Sacchan) and my sister (Mariko) randomly when we get attacked by plot bunnies. LOL :D
Summary: Tegoshi tries to ruin Shige's relationship with Ryo. And Ohkura appears in Chapter 2! XD If there are enough replies. (: Please comment kayys! Mariko would love comments prz.
Shige loves Ryo. But Shige doesn’t know if Ryo loves him back. Never once has Ryo ever heard Shige whisper "I love you", lovingly before they go to bed, because whenever Shige tries to say it, Ryo would already have fallen asleep. Shige has never received such loving words from Ryo before. But Shige knows Ryo loves him. He thinks so anyway.
Ryo is a playboy, he has had uncountable ex-boyfriends. Shige knows that too. But Shige trusts him. Even though he knows his wrong, he is willing to sacrifice a broken heart for Ryo. Koyama, his former boyfriend and now bestfriend had told him he was in love with the wrong guy, it would all end up in a heartbreak, a bad heartbreak. Like what happened to Uchi. (The day Uchi got himself suspended was the day Ryo broke up with him. Uchi didn’t follow Ryo back to their hotel room they shared, because he didn’t want to face Ryo in bed. So he ended up getting drunk at a nearby nightclub). Shige is stubborn, and he is sure everybody knows he is, but two months has passed, and they are still together. Everybody has decided to not waste their breath anymore, instead, just wish him good luck because whenever anybody tries to bring up the subject, Shige would blow up; and no one likes to see Shige mad. Shige will trust Ryo, because he knows trust comes before love.
When both of them started dating two months ago. Ryo was the sweetest boyfriend. Ryo would always wait for Shige back home, with dinner served on the table. Ryo would then open the door for Shige and hold out his hands welcoming Shige back with a warm hug. He would then kiss his cheeks gently and Shige would tease Ryo because he always forgets to take off his yellow flower-print apron, and it never failed to amuse Shige. That was the past. The past that Shige wished was the present. The bittersweet memories of the past.
Ryo hardly waits for Shige nowadays. Shige is now greeted by a dark cold apartment without any dinner or warm hugs. Shige always had to imagine Ryo there. He even had to imagine Ryo's voice, Ryo's over-excited voice saying "Okaeri", whenever Shige says "Tadaima". Ryo comes home late nowadays. Shige never expected that since Ryo would always turn down offers for a drink or when people asks him out so Ryo could welcome Shige home. Until now, Shige doesn’t know where Ryo goes to at night. Until that fateful night.
Shige had to go home late one night due to filming of his new drama. Since Shige was getting popular now, he has been given roles for alot of dramas. He was walking home alone to his apartment when he saw a familiar figure emerging from his left. He stared at the figure closely, the figure looked drunk, he was holding hands with another familiar figure. "Ryo ... it's Ryo ..", Shige thought, the image of him running to Ryo and hugging him came crashing down when he was reminded of the figure next to him, "but, who ....", he stopped when he suddenly remembered the person who was holding hands with his boyfriend. "Te .. te ... te.. tegoshi??", he stammered. "Why?".
Tegoshi was the last person he would EVER want to see together with his lover. Mainly because he was the one who Shige loathed ever since he entered the jimusho. Tegoshi had stolen his former lover, Koyama away from him. Tegoshi was jealous of Shige's good looks, and vowed to make Shige's life as miserable as ever. But Shige NEVER expected this.
Ryo knows Shige loathes Tegoshi. Ryo would always listen to Shige's endless complains of Tegoshi. "But why? ..."
This didn’t make sense. Nothing made sense to him right now. He couldn’t accept what was happening right in front of his eyes. Shige stared at the both of them until they turned around the corner.
Shige's head was throbbing in pain. He was helplessly racking his brains for an explanation, racking his brain, trying to put the pieces together, trying to make sense of it all. In the meantime, Shige's heart wasn’t helping, neither was it intending to, it was trying to hurt Shige in the most Sadistic way. His heart hurt so much with excruciating pain, as if someone just stabbed it a gazillion times, trying to make the biggest hole in a human heart. His eyes started to sting, hot wet tears were forming in his eyes. Blurring his vision from the world.